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Day 7: Keeper of the Secrets and the Stones

Day 7: Keeper of the Secrets and the Stones

Patrick Kennedy breaks the silence on mental health and addiction. He told the secrets - it all comes down to that.  The walls I build are thick with these hushed words. I am the best keeper of secrets.  My loyalty and responsibility require it. I would fit in well...

Day 6: A Holy Pause

Day 6: A Holy Pause

I attended a funeral today.  Whispered goodnight to a beautiful spirit. With so many questions, the weary mind wrestles.  It's heartache to bury a 45 year old father, husband, son, and brother.  This day was a holy pause.  A reminder of this fleeting life we lead....

Day 4: A Letter For The Seekers of the Still

Day 4: A Letter For The Seekers of the Still

You know who you are. You are the brokenhearted. You are the survivors. You are the lonely and confused.  You are the wise.  You are the caregivers.  You are the loved ones.  You know there is more than the visible.  You have won, and you have lost.  You have been a...

Day 3: How A Book Gave Me Strength To Share My Story

Day 3: How A Book Gave Me Strength To Share My Story

This post is about the intersection of my life with a book two distinct times, more than five years apart, and a chasm of change between.  I believe books choose us.   I can’t explain in much greater detail that that, other than to say that books seem to show up in my...

Ashes, Ashes We All Fall Down

Ashes, Ashes We All Fall Down

I'm going to tell you about one of my most difficult days. One I rarely allow myself to revisit without the support of someone with several educational degrees behind their name.  The memories of this day trigger fear and sadness, still, almost 18 months and a...

The Introduction: 31 Days of Seeking The Still

The Introduction: 31 Days of Seeking The Still

Note:  This series is not a substitute for therapy and/or medical help.  I am neither a doctor, nor a therapist. I am simply a sojourner sharing my story of hurt, hope, and healing. If you are struggling physically, mentally, or emotionally, please ask for help.  It...

Total Truth Tuesday: I’m Afraid of 31 Days

Total Truth Tuesday: I’m Afraid of 31 Days

I've tried twice and failed.  In two previous years, I started 31 days of writing in October.  My intentions were good, my follow-through not so great.  And yet, this year you told me it's important to you.  You said you've been struggling, too.  You wonder what I've...

What I Learned When I Met a Favorite Author

What I Learned When I Met a Favorite Author

  Call it a hunch or an inkling.  Whatever it was, I clicked submit on the contest form to win an invitation to the book release party for Simply Tuesday by Emily Freeman.  I rarely enter contests, but something or someOne nudged me forward this one time.  I have...

Total Truth Tuesday

Total Truth Tuesday

I've heard numerous times lately that a sign of good emotional intelligence is the ability to laugh at oneself.  This is not something that comes naturally to me, and since the topics of my posts have been on the heavy side, I decided to inject a bit of self...

Breakdown

Breakdown

You've heard it a hundred times, mostly in relation to a public figure: hospitalized for exhaustion.  It sounds much nicer that way, as if all one really needs is a nice vacation at an exotic hotel.  For my purpose, I am going to call it a breakdown because, well, my...

A Perfect Storm

A Perfect Storm

I woke up this morning.  What an obvious statement.  "Of course, you woke up this morning," one might say.  But for a long time, I didn't wake up in the morning because I never went to sleep. It was March 2014 and my life was hectic.  I was working 30 hours a week as...

Welcome To Seeking The Still!

Welcome To Seeking The Still!

It's Story Time & You're Invited It's story time, dear ones. Time to share. Time to come together. I have prepared 7 stories just for you. They are true stories from my life, but they were specifically chosen because they help you remember that there is hope and...

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